Dancing with the devil

I must be bad at this

or maybe I'm being punished

I keep taking hits

when all I need is to be cherished

There is no middle ground

no real safe zone

I feel like my hands are bound

Will I always feel alone?

I keep

Dancing with the devil

Press harder on the gas pedal

I don't want to ever settle

or start being careful

He lives inside me

Running through my veins

Whispering in my ear

'Do you like your new chains?'