Blind

It is getting too much for me

My body aches and I don't know why

I wish I could change the way I think

Please just look me in the eye

My eyes are full of hate

But I don't hate you cos you hurt me

I hate me cos I let you

and I was too blind to see

All these overwhelming emotions

running through me like an ocean

I'm a grenade ready for explosion

poor thing, so fucking broken