I learned something new today, about trauma
Our brains remove what's too much to handle
I can't remember anything before I was 7 yrs old
no matter how much I try, I can't light this candle
I am old enough now
I want to revisit that time now
I need to prove that I am stronger now
I think I am ready for this now
Our brains make decisions for us with no permission
decisions that are not theirs to make
They take their toll on us when the time is right
I want to be able to channel my own heart ache
Please help me, a little girl screams
I want to remember it all
I am a control freak with no control over my elements
memories... please flood me like a waterfall
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