one wish

I wish it was so easy

to open up about all my darkest thoughts and feelings

my demons keep me very busy

you don't believe me but they're real beings

I don't dwell on being crazy

it's better when I channel and embrace it

but sometimes that's not the case baby

I wish I could make myself face it

I explode inside every single day

I hear my blood vessels come apart

it's just like people used to say

I am a warrior but with a weak heart